I'm right here, I'm confused
I'm right here, why can't you see right through?
Every day that passes by
Loving you is something I couldn't deny

Everything you see is not what it seems
Every night, you're the one who's in my dreams
Why was it so hard for you to see
That when you're near it's hard for me to breathe

Every single day I patiently wait
Because all I wanted was for you to stay
Was it too hard for you to feel
That I'm so fed up for having to conceal

You gave me enough reason to smile each day
Because my sky was dark until you came
My world was nothing better than it is now
Now, that I knew that someone like you exist

If someday you'll know what everything should be
Maybe you'll realize how much I bleed
But I'll be here and always waiting
Because my heart beats for you as long as I'm breathing

I don't know how to start this.
I have no idea where to start.
All I know is that I need a venue.
A secret hideout wherein I could
express everything I hide.
Put into words every thing
I feel for you.

Call Me Matt (Not my real name).
And this is my online journal.